Weigh advantages against possible side effects

I am just gonna call out the white elephant in the room because everyone has seen the news about drug therapies and possible side effects but no one really knows who or how this affects someone with any chronic illness let alone, for me, with lupus.

Let’s be honest, we are all different and, as such, have no idea which of these side effects, if any, will affect us individually.

I have been taking opiate painkillers off and on but fairly consistently for about the last five years. However, emotions can play a part, too.

Trust me when I tell you this life, the life I am living now, is not how I pictured my 30s.  I mean there I was, in the “prime” of my life, recently divorced and, although apprehensive, even scared, I was innocently hopeful.

I had walked away from my marriage with nothing, heavy from the stench of defeat and loss. My spirit was broken and my body was beginning to show symptoms of what would later be diagnosed as lupus.

I managed to escape that period of my life with the most valuable things the universe had to offer me, my boys and my “mana” – my power.

What I could not escape was the fact that I had a chronic illness that would require me to take a ridiculous number of medications with a full symphony of side effects. Like we’re talking the Philharmonic sized, with attitude; that variety!

You get a side effect, and you get a side effect and you, and you, and EVERYONE GETS A SIDE EFFECT!!!!

From antacids to Xanax, from Benlysta to opiates, they all wreak havoc on one part of your body or another. It truly becomes a battle of whether the positive effects of the drug outweigh the bad.

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